my boyfriend just got a job in Rotterdam (2,5 hours away from here by train) which is so great because he’s been very bored here and he’ll get some work experience from that too

con: won’t see him as much and will have to make an effort to go see him (we’ve done this before with 2 hours between us so it’s no challenge)

pro: i can move out of this motherfucking room and house!!! into his room!!! which is so spacious and lovely!!!! fucking fuck, i’ve not been liking living in my room lately. my two new housemates are loud as hell and the kitchen is a damn mess all the time and my room is so small and i want a fucking couch ok and my own kitchen and a seperate bedroom and now i’ll have all of those and it’ll feel nice because it’s his old room which feels safe and he’ll be happy that i can live in his room and not a stranger because he loves it so much and he’ll be able to come back to it when he visits me

(i sound hella excited but of course it’s bitter sweet because we’ll be apart for longer but i cannot stress enough how much i wanted to leave the room i am in now. i feel trapped and this house is shitty)